Strolling on the
searing sands of the Marina- at about three in the afternoon of a scorching
summer day- made me regret our decision of choosing to go there. But as we
were there already, we chose to stick to our course and headed closer to the
shore. We had a bottle of 7up, a cup of Gluco-plus and a cigarette-for Gowtham,
as company. I was under the impression that he'd brought me there simply because
we had nothing else to do, but once we were perched on the relatively cooler
sands, a few feet away from the salty waters, he opened up. Blowing out a
stream of smoke into the gentle breeze, he started a somber narration of the
events that had unfolded in the past few months of his life.

All the while he
was lamenting, I could do little else than to stare into the distance and give him
occasional nods of recognition. I was well aware that only time healed such
wounds and that I was of little help. As he was pointing out to how better off
he would've been if it weren't for that girl, storm clouds slowly began
invading the late afternoon sky, and gradually made their way towards the
horizon. The offshore winds from the tainted skies started overwhelming the sea
breeze and we were left craving for a rain storm. If anything could soothe a
tormented soul, it was a tropical shower on the shores of a beach. But the
rains kept us waiting and we were losing hope.
Gowtham then told me that he
needed to spend some time alone. I couldn't deny him the pleasure and so we started walking separate ways,
heading in different directions. Before long, a drop of rain hit against the
back of my palm. As I looked to the skies with a keen sense of joy blossoming
within me, the heavens opened up. The people on the shore were scurrying to
find cover but I stood my ground, allowing the rain to dowse me to the last
inch. It was exciting, enthralling, absolutely exhilarating. The droplets
extricated me off of my dumbing numbness and an overwhelming emotion gushed to my
surface. The weight of what Gowtham had described hit me and I could feel his
pain of having to cope with a broken heart. But the cool shower was unrelenting
and I could feel it cleansing me off of every vile emotion. I wanted to laugh
out loud, I wanted to roll over and cry my heart out, I wanted to pray. The
sight was so beautiful and the shower so refreshing, it could make any grown man
cry. I couldn't remember the last time when I had my emotions heightened to
such an extent. Gowtham ought to have enjoyed it as well.
I strode along the
shore on a lookout for him, all the while stifling a laugh- a laugh that kept
popping out of nowhere with no need or purpose. I guess I just wanted to laugh
at how extra-ordinary life can turn out to be at times when you least expect
it. I caught sight of Gowtham at a distance, diving into the torrents. I half
jogged, half sprinted to join him. We got rid of our t-shirts and allowed the
waves to wash over us. We then screamed as loud as we could afford, alleviating
us of all our pent up emotions. The storm brought with it an array of lightning
and there was every possibility of us getting hit by at-least one of them. To
be honest, I was a bit scared. But then I reminded myself, what better way is
there to die? We danced in the downpour like mad men until we were exhausted.
The rain slowed down to a drizzle and later halted. Not minding the showers,
I'd taken out my cell phone and had snapped a few pictures of our outing. After
all, what better way is there to remind myself of one of the best days of my
life?
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